salam perjuangan..

after 5 months dissolving in the hectic life of IB, i hardly found a good time to update my messy, gloomy, bloody blog..

first of all (ala-ala tls essay english SPM), alhamdulillah.. kerana msh d beri kesemptn utk bernafas, betapa hina dan kotornya Aku disisi-Mu Ya Allah... He is The Most Glorious Creator, The Only One to be turned in any crucial, hard times.. HOWEVER, we always forgot, He is always besides us, not only in difficulties, but also to be emphasized, on every second of our life.. Subhanallah.. so, Hidayah and y'all, lets remember Allah in each second of our air-gasping-time... =)))

to be obvious, I know I'm writing right now, not because of desire-based, but I absolutely believes, Allah touchs my heart to write.. Masya-Allah.. Thank You ALLAH..

okey, directly i just wanna announce that, KMB-IANS' sem 1 final exam are going to be started on next tuesday..( wow!!! are you ready Hidayah???) so, i hereby bessechingly apologizing y'all for all of my mistakes (willingly done or not) and furiously begging ur do'a to help me in my exams... thanking y'all in advance.. =)

and..

i want to share a verse from our loveletter (Quran).

"Yang demikian itu kerana Allah tidak akan mengubah suatu nikmat yang telah diberikan-Nya kepada sesuatu kaum, hingga kaum itu mengubah apa yang ada pada mereka sendiri. Sungguh, Allah Maha Mendengar, Maha Mengetahui" (Al-anfal:53)

last words to convey, KITA HEBAT KERANA ISLAM..

(no pixc is provided due to less of time are taken to finish this post.. sorry readers! =p )

struggling.. changing.. impetus..

Salam alaik everyone... it’s a long silent in waiting for this new post.. actually, i’m a lil bit bz as IB famously known as Internationally Busy.. ha3, sounds weird, but it’s the reality.. however, everything happens for reason, right.. althought hectic life as an IB student overhelmed me for this 3 first weeks, I’d learnt a lot of beneficial thingy, and all of them fascinated me enough.. =)

What i love about MCB? Ya, MCB is neither a luxurious place as KY nor a fully-fascilitated-school.. however, it never faded any students’ spirit.. it gave us strength, not only in achieving our score in academic aspect, but it taught us about LIFE too.. i learned to behave better-having good attitude, trying to go beyond the norm, learned to be a leader, maybe a surviver in searching for a life chance too.. and the most vivid thing, it taught me about ISLAM.. <3<3<3 style=""> [btw, BTN programme built up new realization bout succeed of islamic history in myself]

I admit, sometimes i felt so down, but i knew Allah is always by my side.. Allah loves all His slave, He remembers us all the time.. but, unfortunately, we rarely find Him to express our dissatisfaction.. O Allah, forgave all of your slave as we’d been far away from u, unsincerely advocate You, Allah The Almighty..

Verse from love letter, Al-Quran:

“Wahai jiwa yang tenang! Kembalilah kepada tuhanmu dengan hati yang Redha dan diredhai-Nya. Maka masuklah kamu dalam golongan hamba-hamba-Ku, dan masuklah kamu ke dalam syurga-Ku”

(89:27-30)

Allah loves us, including me, and that’s why He wanted me to be here.. so that I’ll become an al-jannah dreamer, who curious to get Allah’s love, insyaAllah.. (raring to go and search for the way to al-jannah)

Exhilarated to be here, ecstatic to learn many, new and incredible things, enthralled to gain new knowledge, captivating to change myself, juiced to score my goal, exuding love to Allah.. i was totallt blessed! =) [ballistically alter my life]

Oh, got to go, i didn’t finish all these sumptuous homeworks yet.. ha3.. till the next post, moving at warp speed al the time, insyaAllah.. may our faith becomes stronger, thus avoiding us from going astray from ad-deen.. InsyaAllah... salam alaik antum wa antumna... ;))

destinasiku.. KOLEJ MARA BANTING..

the only word to say after getting to know that I was offered to done International Baccalaureate (IB)...

ALHAMDULILLAH..

sincerely, I'm not at the top of the world athough MARA offered me to pursue my study in Kolej Mara Banting (KMB) because I'm toooooo afraid to face all the obstacles there n tooooo confused either choosing MARA or UIA..

wawawawawawawawawawawa...........
=_='

after all, listening to many opinions and advices from my parents, cousins n parents' friend.. i made a decision, stick to it.. go to KMB!!!

now... the same thing keep paying in my mind... how's KMB? I've no friends there YET.. wat preparation shud b done b4 da reg? OMG.. (if there's any readers r there, o had been there, PLISSS tell me bout KMB.. everything!!)

p/s~ tlg doakan kejayaan sy d sne..

MARA interview.. oo.. la.. la...

date: 15 april 2010

time: 2 p.m
venue: pejbat MARA KT

arrived there an hour b4 da interview.. kinda nervous, huhu... nearly to 2 p.m, went to the reception place, met illya, ana n put3.. fortunately met them, shoo all my nervous.. haha.. but, still 'ketaq' a little bit la.. after a receptionist check all documents needed, ana, put3, illya n I was given 3rd panel to be interviewed.. oo.. la.. la.. then, we, together with 4 mjsc's students (they got 2nd panel) were brought to the 2nd floor.. had to wait at the outside of the interview room.. a sis, waiting there, gave no. of turn to us.. mine was 3rd, after ana n put3, n mine followed by illya..

ok, direct to interview session..

i walked behind the sis which waited us the outside oh the room.. before entering the room, the sis asked me to make up my 'tudung'.. hak3, maybe it looked untidy as my 'tudung dop jadi'.. hak3.. akak, malu saya dibuatnye...

the sis knocked the door, n i walked toward the interviewers, gave salam to them.. a young lady i guess, with a dedicated man, my interviewers.. KETAQ!!! i took my sit after he gave a chance to sit, huhu.. then, before i could sit cerefuly, the D-day started,, gulp!!

Q asked:
1). u stay in Besut, ryte? tell me what is interesting in Besut.. again, o.. la.. la.. wat i'm going to tell as Besut has no theme park as in KL or somewhere.. so, I just shooted the answer confidently.. ahaha..

2). where u wanna pursue ur study?
3). wanna make specialise in wat? op koz neurology.. i told no of neurologist in the worl since 1980 ( juz 'hentam' the year) he asked me where i got the statistic.. oo.. la.. la.. i read la.. but i dun gave such rude ans.. hoho..

4). my idol?? erk.. never heard that MARA asked this Q for the years before..
5). my siblings.. i'm the eldest? only 1 heroe? ahaha..

no more Q, err.. ekcelli i forgot some more Q olready.. hihi..

then i asked some Q.. about pursuing my study for Master..
they also told me bout paying back for the 'pinjaman boleh ibah'

i thought, there r no more Q.. but the man interviewer still asked me a Q

6). do u hve any problem bout the paying back? n the lady interviewer asked me to give my own opinion bout the 'paying back' to MARA..

then, chat with them about 'paying back'.. relation with my rsult in U.. whatsoever.. i couln't remembered other topics i chat with them..

after, 15 mins or more or less??? i dunno the actual duration.. hoho.. (illya, engt x lme mne sy duk lam the D-day room?)... & it finished.. juz ok.. neither bad nor awesome!! haha

then, habis la..

semoge dpt la ape yg aq apply 2.. (medic in Ireland)

JPJ test.. wow!!

tanggal 14 april 2010.. tepat jam 1:48 petang.. aku tercegat di IMEB (institut memandu besut)

bahagian 1: bukit, side parking & 3 penjuru..
selesai je taklimat tu.. aq pn mnggu la dlu sb jpj nk prgi mkn la.. haha
pas 2 tngk cg2 mamandu duk bz ssun kete kt dpn bukit oa..
erk.. lpe plak..
aq turn k-3..
aq pn kre la kete 2 sb nk taw kete ane yg kene naek kn..
1, 2, 3.. haaaa.. tu dia.... kete no. 18..
gulp!!!
x biase ngan kete 2!!!!
bgtaw dlm hati je la... x kn nk geepo c2 op.. hehe
sdg aq dlm kegelisahan...
here it is...

THE MIRACLE!!!!
hak3... cg yg ajr aq pn dtg la drive kete no 14 (kete yg aq biase gne 2 la)
pas 2, dgn slumber gaye nye ye tkr kete 18 ngn kete 14..
ooyeahh!!! i lyke!!!
haha.. sbnr nye cg taw doh, aq reti jthkn hanbreak kete 14 je sb ringan sket..
oo.. laa... la...
tanx cg. zuhaimi.. K.14

then, everything proceed as usual.. n aq LULUS!!
haha...
nsb baek la gne kete 14...



bahagian 2: jalanraya...

selesai shj bhgian dlm litar 2.. aq pn duk lla tngu nk test jln raya plak..
x smpai 5 mnit rht, aq pn d pnggil ngn m'gne kn mic..
NO.3!!!
erk.. turn aq la 2..
dgn ketaq nye aq g kt kete oa..
ye sedia doh r..
kete 2 ad lmpu kt ats.. mmg utk test jln raya r..
debrn terasa.. sb cg ku dh pesan..
kete ad lmpu 2 handbreak ye brt sket.. gghkn dri la.. jgn duk jerit dlm kete plok..
haha.. cg oh cg.. x r sapa nk jerit..

masuk je lam kete oa..
bg salam dlu..
pas 2 en JPJ pn kbo.. wt r 5 prkre oa..
pas 2 ye pn suh jln..
kte nye, "g jln c, pas 2 ikut je arhn sy, blh?"
ok3.. ku mnjwb.. huhu
pas 2 lalu je la jln c oa..
drive pnye drive dgn syok nye..
jpj 2 pn suh stop tepi jln..
erk.. dh kandas k? aq x wt slh pn rse nye..
then, ye pn kbo, wt U-turn..
aq pn wt je la..
pas 2 ye pn kbo, awk drive je la blik smle.. pas doh ni sb pnda control stereng..
wahaha.. bgs2.. i lyke!!!
aq pn LULUS dgn sng nye.. hak3...

then, da lulus, call cg ucp tq.. tros balik umh.. huhu.. haha.. hihi

p/s: ae ni aku dh brjya drive dri Lembah Bidong ke Alor Lintang, Besut.. hak3