Thursday, January 26, 2012

their obsession is mine!

assalamualaikum semua :D
oh, tibe-tibe menggatal nak menulis
banyak sangat benda nak share
nak share Saya nak Jadi Supemurobbi!, nak share Saya nak Jadi 'Abidurrahman!, nak share Kisah Kami Yang Best!, banyak lah senang cerita.. cuma tangan ni je kurang rajin nak menaip-naip.. kang tibe-tibe stuck plak kat tengah-tengah bile tulis sana sini.. yang penting, fokus! (seems like takde kaitan disitu, hee)

anda kenal tak para sahabat? kalau betul anda kenal, cepat list kan 10 nama sahabat dalam masa 15 seconds..
1. Abu Bakar
2. Ali Bin Abi Talib
3. Umar al-khattab
4. Mus'ab Umai
5. Zubair al-awwam
6. Abu Ubaidah Al-jarrah
7. Saad Bin Abi Waqash
8. Talhah Bin Ubaidillah
9. Said Bin Zaid
10. Abu Dzar

mampu tak list kan nama sahabat dalam 15 saat? ke terkial-kial tanye kawan pa nama-nama sahabat? see, nama sahabat yang simple-simple pun kita susah nak ingat, apatah lagi kisah perjuangan mereka, apatah lagi kita nak berjuang macam mereka, kan? *erk, DUSH!*

did you know, para sahabat ni sangat hebat? If u didn't, now you know.. mereka semua ni sangat hebat! sebut je segala jenis ujian, semua pass with flying colours, sebut je nama perang, mereka ni lah orang yang sama-sama dengan Rasulullah S.A.W perjuangkan Islam di muka bumi.. tidak berhenti kat situ je kehebatan dieorang, sebab mereka-mereka inilah yang berteleku bertahajjud di atas sejadah cinta, bertawajjuh kepada Yang Esa pada setiap satu pertiga malam..  hebat kan mereka! mereka inilah pemuda islam, mereka inilah yang sanggup berkorban pape je demi menegakkan syahadah Allah di muka bumi, mereka ini lah yang sangat berkilau-kilau di pandangan Allah *wah! nak jugak!*

did you know, kenapa para sahabat ni sangat berani dan sanggup berjuang pertahankan islam walaupun tiada gaji mahupun hadiah lumayan disediakan? if u didn't, let me tell you...

OBSESSION

yes, obsession is the answer.. any objection, people?
kerana obses mendapat cinta Allah, kerana obses sayangkan kekasih Allah, kerana obses untuk melihat kebangkitan islam, para sahabat sanggup berkorban apa-apa sahaja demi Allah, termasuk sanggup syahid fi sabilillah..

KITA? KITA juga pemuda islam seperti mereka, KITA juga memakai tag nama islam seperti mereka, KITA juga sepatutnya seperti mereka, kan? 

Tapi sekarang ni, adakah KITA seperti MEREKA?

kalau tak nak berkorban, tak payah susah-susah claim diri as ansarullah macam mereka
kalau malas bekerja on the path of DnT, jangan pernah mengharap automatik dapat jadi macam mereka
kalau berat nak tinggalkan jahiliyyah, betul ke kita OBSES cari redha Allah?

kepada diri,
redha lah ke mana sahaja Allah campakkan kamu,
Allah knows best kan :)
hidup ni bukan nak satisfy manusia-manusia lain
tapi, hiduplah untuk satisfy kan Allah semata
Allah tahu tempat terbaik,
for the sake of me and DnT

Ya Allah, 
campakkanlah aku ke mana sahaja yang terbaik dalam pertimbanganMu
kalau itu yang terbaik, 
aku rela tinggalkan impian waktu kecilku,
kerana aku sudah berjumpa dengan impian terbesarku,
iaitu redha Mu Ya Allah :)

Aku OBSES mengejar mardhatillah!
ya, aku ekstrem, ekstrem mencari cinta Dia..
d'ya have any problem?







Tuesday, January 17, 2012

why I write?

simply because I can't talk via blog..
haha


pernah dgr hadith pasal niat?




عَنْ أَمِيْرِ الْمُؤْمِنِيْنَ أَبِيْ حَفْصٍ عُمَرَ بْنِ الْخَطَّابِ رَضِيَ اللهُ عَنْهُ قَالَ : سَمِعْتُ رَسُوْلَ اللهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم يَقُوْلُ : إِنَّمَا اْلأَعْمَالُ بِالنِّيَّاتِ وَإِنَّمَا لِكُلِّ امْرِئٍ مَا نَوَى . فَمَنْ كَانَتْ هِجْرَتُهُ إِلَى اللهِ وَرَسُوْلِهِ فَهِجْرَتُهُ إِلَى اللهِ وَرَسُوْلِهِ، وَمَنْ كَانَتْ هِجْرَتُهُ لِدُنْيَا يُصِيْبُهَا أَوْ امْرَأَةٍ يَنْكِحُهَا فَهِجْرَتُهُ إِلَى مَا هَاجَرَ إِلَيْهِ . 
[رواه إماما المحدثين أبو عبد الله محمد بن إسماعيل بن إبراهيم بن المغيرة بن بردزبة البخاري وابو الحسين مسلم بن الحجاج بن مسلم القشيري النيسابوري في صحيحيهما اللذين هما أصح الكتب المصنفة]

Maksud hadith



Dari Amirul Mu’minin, Abi Hafs Umar bin Al Khottob radiallahuanhu, dia berkata: Saya mendengar Rasulullah saw bersabda : Sesungguhnya setiap  perbuatan tergantung niatnya.  Dan  sesungguhnya  setiap  orang  (akan dibalas)berdasarkan apa yang dia niatkan. Siapa yang hijrahnya karena (ingin mendapatkan keridhaan) Allah dan Rasul-Nya, maka hijrahnya kepada (keridhaan) Allah dan Rasul-Nya. Dan siapa yang hijrahnya karena dunia yang dikehendakinya atau karena wanita yang ingin dinikahinya maka hijrahnya (akan bernilai sebagaimana) yang dia niatkan. 
(Riwayat dua imam hadith, Abu Abdullah Muhammad bin Isma’il bin Ibrahim bin Al Mughirah bin Bardizbah Al Bukhori dan Abu Al Husain, Muslim bin Al Hajjaj bin Muslim Al Qusyairi An Naishaburi dan kedua kitab Shahihnya yang merupakan kitab yang paling shahih yang pernah dikarang).


yes, yes and yes!
niat tu sangat penting.

before we start doing anything, why don't we ask ourselves to think of 'why i didi this?'

as for me, I always asked myself, 'why I write?'. seriously the question seems easy but it take me to think very frequent everytime I'm about to write. 

sometime, I answered 'because I love to write'

but then, I got a view to be pondered; 
"If I'm writing due to my passion, it wont last forever because passion still have tendency to lost. However, if i'm writing because of Allah, Allah will be always be by my side and will never ever leave me alone writing and promoting His ad-deen"

see, niat tu penting kan.

Allay says in the Quran,

"The likeness of those who have taken other patrons than Allah, is the likeness of a spider, which makes itself a dwelling; and the weakest of all dwellings is the dwelling of a spider. Would that these people had knowledge!" (29:41)

 if we do something not because of Allah, it will be useless and weak as dwelling of a spider. then, how are we going to show to Him if our 'amal is the weakest like dwelling of a spider?

so, we got to make a change, just a small one. we need to change our 'niat'.

that's why people always said, 'betulkan niat'. :)

after all, I could simply conclude that I write to spread His love :D
Tahu tak yang Allah sangat sayang saya, awak, kita dan mereka? 
*mata bersinar-sinar*
=p


Sunday, January 8, 2012

dedication 2012

assalamualaikum blog usang :)
kaifa imanuki?

when I was reading few blog, I found this, and I sincerely dedicate this to all of my akhawat:

soalan untuk awak: apa beza awak dengan bunga ros?

jawapan: bunga ros pasti layu, tetapi awak akan sentiasa segar di hati saya :D

*mesti akhawat tengah malu-malu kucing baca confession ni, hihi*

Dear akhawat,
Dalam dakapan ukhwah, kita mengambil cinta dari langit. Lalu menyebarkannya di bumi. Sungguh di syurga, menara-menara cahaya menjulang untuk hati saling mencinta. Mari membangunnya dari sini, dalam dakapan ukhwah. Jadilah ia persaudaraan kita; sebening prasangka, sepeka nurani, sehangat semangat, senikmat berbagi dan sekukuh janji :) 
(quoted: salim A. fillah)

semoga kita sentiasa osem pada pandangan Allah :D

p/s: kerana Allah KITA mara!

Friday, January 6, 2012

this is real

the test of courage is not to die but to live
                                                  -ayah-
days come and go, so did 2011, which just left us...
i will miss the '2011' Allah gave me..
the year of being serious in tarbiyyah, the year of knowing dakwah
those moments will be never faded...

i am late to wish 'selamat datang 2012'
seriously, am missing to write, to spread the words of al-haq, to share with you.

i just got back to my college,
in sickness i back for good.
it was a big test for me
where i need to choose to whom i want to rely on,
either Allah or others?

 I was like: oh please I wanna go home and have enough rest for i'd been exhausted been here surviving IB and whatsoever. i'm sick and dont want to be disturbed, can I?

but, Allah will never let me here alone.
suddenly I found a card given by my ayah,

"the test of courage is not to die but live"

then,
I was like: omaiAllah, what've I said. this is a test! by Him who always love me. please be patient right now and full stop!

this is real, Allah will never forget to love us, okay.

He’s the one who knows you best
He knows what’s in your heart
You’ll find your peace at last
If you just have faith in Him
-irfan makki-

not only that as He again comforting me with surah al-fajr
*seriously sangat touched for this time!*

but, to test my faith, He sent me the same test as He gave for the last 2 semesters,

I was like: oh this time I must succeed facing His test for He already give a loads of things as my bekal. so, accept it!

this is real, this is me, a slave of Allah

may 2012 gives another majestic moment for me in knowing Him, closer...