Friday, October 2, 2015

i rarely spending weekend in my room
i will be everywhere i want to be

but now i have nothing to do
and i have to spend my weekend here in cork
the downside is the feeling of 'aku futur ke?'
cause i do nothing, right now...

i miss all the  hard times tho
even i never appreciate it in the past
because I can be honest with God
and I can tell Him I did something for His deen

Added to the worriness
now staying in single room
less muayashah, less qadhaya
and more 'me-time'

so more kiasu, haihh...

padahal semua benda depend on diri sendiri kan
gotta find something to do very soon
not going to rotten in duvet
and get older doing nothing aite.

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