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Thursday, December 31, 2009
pengalaman mendewasakan aku..
dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani
pada 30 Disember 2009, tpt jam 8pg++, enset aq mengeluarkn muzik yg ntah pape.. ingtkn ad org msj, rpe nye ad call.. uh, memandangkn aq ngatok gle mse 2, aq wt la silent hp, tp x cancel pn ag pngln 2.. doh r no yg aq x knl.. tp x tawbkpe, hti ku tergerak nk agkat, haha.. aq pn ckp la..
aq: hello.. nk ckp ngn pye? (hehe,lpe nk bg salam)
hp: r u siti nor hidayah?
aq: yes i am.. (dlm ati>> pye plok r rjn nk speaking pg2 ari neh, huhu)
hp: i'm fatin from sime darby.. u r invited to sime darby convention centre
for interview, sime darby sholarship.. we'd send u an e-mail n please reply da e-mail for confirmation.. (lbh krg g2 r ayt ye)
aq: hah?? (tergamam seketika, trkejut weyh).. but i didn't receive any e-mail.
can u please resend the e-mail 2 me??
bnyok ag r ckp2 owh, sbb aq nk tnye psl interview 2 kn, tp x ingt doh ayt gne.. mle2 owh, mmg akak 2 speaking r, pa 2 ye ckp mlayu plak.. mayb ye prasn aq trkial-kial nk ckp bi kut, haha.. bru bgn ekpn(hehe, kantoi!!)
pa 2, aq pn blari mcm org gle, nk g inform umi aq.. mmg klm kabut r, brsiap cpt2, g amik gmbr pasport, fotostat sjl2, amik tandatangan pengesahan kt skul ayh aq n so on.. klu nk cte lake, mmg x abih r.. pa 2 btolak r.. eh, lpe,sblm 2, g umh tok n ki aq dlu, ayh aq kte amik berkat, hehe
pd pkl 5.30 pg, 31 Disember 2009, aq bgn.. awl nye.. bkn sbb smangat nk g interview tp sbb tkt x jpe jln.. mmg r ye bg doh peta, rgks sngt.. tp g2 r, jln kt kl kn brtingkt-tingkt, ssh r nk cri.. brtlk dr hotel pkl 6 lbh n spa kt2 pkl 6.45 r kut.. sng r plak nk critmpt 2 pg neh, alhamdulillah ngn pertolongan Allah.. spa 2, g duk kt stadium Putra, sblh sime darby je.. ayh aq suh surf tenet, stdy sal sime darby r, aq pn bke r laptop dm kete, tp bkn stdy, aq bke facebook.. haha, kre nk menghilangkan nervous r.. pa 2, dlm pkl 7 stengoh owh, g la sime darby convention centre.. rpe nye rma doh org spa, doh r sume candidate foe da interview owh, npok mcm hbt2 lke r.. terlalu hebat r bg aq, npok confident plek je, x mcm aq neh..
pa park kete, aq dtemani ayh n ayh sedare aq iaitu ayah ing, g r cri business skul owh, tpt interview la.. sms pencarian kmi, aq terihat seseorang.. mcm pernah kuihat mke ini.. guess who?? he's afif fathullah, bdk shams 2.. haha, nk tergelak je rse.. ble smpai kt busnes skul 2, aq tngk ad la sorg bdk cne, puan r, tp x tgr pn, mlt terkunci rpt lg mse neh, hehe.. aq pn duk je la kt kerusiyg ye sedia doh 2, n afif pn mri la duk gop c2, ye duk dpn aq, tp aq x tgr pn ye sb aq je knl ye tp ye x knl aq.. dlm pkl 8 lbh sket2 g2, sorg akak yg urus interview 2 bg r briefing, then ayh aq tgl aq c2.. sblm 2 aq brknln ngn bdk puan tpi aq, nsb naek la ye 2 prmh gok bertanye aq, klu x mst aq x tgr nye dye.. ehehe, bkn sbb sombong eh, tpi aq bkn nye pro klu kne ckp bm standard neh.. nme ye elly, duk selangor..
then, akak 2 srh dftr n srhkn sume sjl(salinan) yg ye nk 2.. pa 2 kteorg kne brkumpul dlm IT LAB 1.. ye start r bg kmpln, randomly.. ye bce nme 2 spa r group F, tp tdop pn nme aq.. haha, akak ni nk grau sboh.. nsb baek la ad ag 4 org yg nme x d sbt gok.. mereka ialah, fahmi( xtaw btl dop), joyce lin n swie li.. lbh krg g2 r nme yeorg, x ingt ane gok sbnr nye.. kmi ni terkebil-kebil.. mse 2, org laen tnggu nk interview blake doh tp gok kmi berempat ni kne tnggu dlm IT LAb 2.. aq pn mle la brckp-ckp.. tp gok aq ckp ngn swie li jah bnyok sb ye duk tpi aq.. joyce lin owh duk dpn aq, ckp g2-g2 je la.. bdk laki owh, aq x tgr lasong pun.. akhir nye, kak 2 pn msk la, "awk sume group G, tp x ckp ahli la.. group laen 6 ahli".. bgs2, ingt kn kne reject awl2 doh, huhu..
tnggu pnye tnggu, akhirnye tbe la glrn kne interview.. sblm 2, aq nk cte procedure interview neh.. ye ad 2 stage, 1st stage ialh group discussion, 2nd ialah online assestment.. spe yg pas 1st stage je blh g k 2nd stage 2.. ok, interview starts.. ad sorg je interviewer, nme ye mrs. hanim.. interviewer 2 speaking english hbs laju.. kdg2 ssh gok nk pick up.. lpe plak, group aq ni ye tmbh 2 org ag bdk dri sesi B.. kmi berempat ni sesi A.. jdi 6 org r... interviewer 2 srh intro dri sndri, cte sl family backgroud, pets( if any), field of study, place to further study, our uniqueness.. ye tnye sorg2 r, tp x rse dbr pn.. mle2, fahmi(SBPI Temerloh), he looks a little bit nervous.. spa kak 2 tgr ye, hehe, pity him.. then, proceed with Joyce Lin, Swie Li, me, athirah( from KYS) n Syamil(from MTD).. nk taw k jwpn aq, x pyh r op.. hehe, too personal..then, akak 2 bg tjuk, H1N1, suh diskus.. aq pn cte la psl skul bg mask mse xm, akak 2 rjn la plak nk bnth aq, haha.. nk suh aq ckp bnyk r 2.. then suh cdg nk elak.. aq kte phk sklh, once again, akak 2 argue.. pape la kak, yg psti sy btl kn.. haha
then, hbs r.. mse 2 dbo ngat, tngu result kn.. alhamdulillah, all the members of group G pass n qualified to Stage2, online assestment.. mkne nye, kmi berempat(session A) bleh r amik online asestment 2, atirah n syamil kne tngu ptg ketg sb ye mmg sptt nye session B, mnumpg kteorg je la td 2.. tp, nk wt gne op, 2 kmpter x jd, internet cnection low ngat.. mkne nye, fahmi n joyce lin je la blh amik dlu, sb nme ye 2 org dlu dlm brg interview 2.. oh my god!! aq n swie li kne tnggu, amik skali gn candidates session B, ptg neh,star pkl 1.. nk wt gneag, terpaksa r tngu dlu..
pa 2 gok, aq pn g r mkn ngn swie li.. best r kwn ngn ye, tho hve to speak fully english, hehe.. ye org johor.. haha, aq pn tatawbkpe, dlm rma2 org mlayu 2, aq blh g kwn ngn chinese girl.. bia r, aslkn best bork2 ngn ye.. smpt mkn 2,3 mlt je, pa 2 kne msk IT LAB doh.. online assestment consist of 3 elements which are verbal(can choose either in BM or BI), numerical n personality test.. mle2 2 aq duk sorg je kt meja 2, pa 2 mri sorg bdk puan, nme ye izati, klu x slp dr KYS.. hbt gop bdk 2.. mle2, aq jwb vebal Q.. klu ikt mmg nk plh kut BM, tp mlu r, tdop org pn plh BM, BI blake.. so, aq pn plh la BI.. jwb soaln 2 rse mcm jwb soaln EST.. x r ssh ngat, cme mse r x ckp.. 24 Q in 20 minutes.. doh r passage pnjg, ayt plak berbelit skali.. ngeh2, mmgx smpt jwb r.. ad k org smpt jwb?? mcm tdop je.. next, numerical Q, 24 Q in 20 minutes.. soaln ye mcm soaln olimpiad math+AMC je weh.. doh r ye bg kalkulator biase.. ad ke 2.5x0.5=1, sptt nye 1.25 kn.. bkn 2 je r, bnyk lg r, sbb mmg kalkulator 2 xleh tujuk hsl perpuluhan, hampeh molek.. pa 2, personalitu test plak, ad 300 soaln.. mse neh, aq mmg lth gle doh, jwb g2-g2 je.. pa 2, ad la sorg bdk laki meh duk tpi aq, ye kne tkr pc.. ye bru nk jwb verbal rse nye.. nme ye DInesh.. npe la bdk lke 2, bleh ye amik ksmptn, g bke online dictionary, mne aci!!! tp aq x lpor r k akak 2, mls eh.. lth thp petala kelapan doh neh.. tetibe je, ad org tepuk blakang aq, swie lirpe nye.. ye siap doh jwb soaln mse 2, nk blk doh.. ye bgtaw gni r, "nice meeting u.. got to go.. bye".. aq pn snym n tata je la k ye.. pa 2, aq pn siap la jwb..
alhamdulillah, g2 je la interview kli neh, kptsn 2nd stage 2 akn kluar smnggu ag rse nye, klu pas gop, kne g skli ag n ye akn tpon smle r.. bg aq, spa thp ni pn kre ok la, nk cri pngalaman.. tp mmg la klu blh nk g k 3rd stage kn.. mmg ssh r interview sime darby.. akak yg interview aq 2 ckp, ad bribu-ribu applicants tp ye terpksa plh ckit je r mri interview nwh.. klu aq wt angrn sdri, ad r dlm 150++ kut, but i think, less than 200 la..
k la, lth doh tls neh, maaf r, mmg cte ni bsn pn, hehe.. just to share.. nway, doakn aq pass 2nd stage 2 n able to proceed to da 3rd stage,huhu.. thanks ya..
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
alkisah seorg pemudi tiang negara
hye!! hehe.. aq x update blog ni bkn sbb hangat2 tahi aym, tp terlalu sibuk... sibuk kah aq?? wt nde?? hohoho.. secret owh.. ad projek sket.. malam ni bru tergerak hati nak mencoret aksara2 dlm blog yg kusam neh, 2 pn ats dorongan yh diberikan oleh spupu aq yg cun melecun (hasanah ghazali), huhu.. tdop r gmbr anah nk upload, hik2.. jap2, korg prasan x, stiap kli jri2 ku yg pendek neh mnari kt atas keyboard utk tls post bru, mst dipenuhi "haha, hihi, huhu,hak3, hehe" dan sbagainye yg sme wktu dgn nye.. jgn tnye aq bkp, sbb aq pn x taw, hehe(lg skli??).. bse la, pe org2 tua(btl doh tatabahasa ni op) pngl, hepi go lucky kn.. ye sngt la 2..
ok2, drpd aq duk membebel x tntu arh, baek aq direct trs je cte brkenaan tjk post neh.. mmandgkn aq tls bnde neh pd tgh mlm bute, kre mcm bed tyme story r neh.. klu rjn nk bce, just go on, klu x, ske ati korg la nk wt pape pn, ad aq ksh?? hahaha(mengilai spt pontianak)
once upon a tyme, 'der is a girl, famously known as "bdop puan".. aq x taw la ye 2 feymes k x, tp hdp ye mcm bse je, skill low profile r.. klu org x knl, org akn kte ye neh pendiam n ske menyendiri, tp bg aq x, sb ye mcm normal je eh.. slps 17 tawn membesr dpn mte mok pok(ibu bapa) ye, akhirnye ye mnyertai peperangan yg amat besar.. klu kt malaysia, rmai yg beranggapan, peperangan 2 plg bsr spnjg hdp yeorg.. ye neh x rrjn ngat, wt persediaan nk perang pn g2-g2 je, kre blh r kut ( ngn kte laen, ye owh koya hbt r).. stlh m'hdpi peperangan yg agk lme, sume tentera d beri rht yg agk lme r gok.. sbb nye, jeneral perang 2 nk wt perhitungan ngn pihak se ag.. so, xtvti tentera xdihadkan.. mkne nye, ikt korg la nk wt pape pn.. adaq ksh? hehe.. bdop puan 2 pn blk r umh mok pok ye, mncri ketenangan kut.. antara xtvti bdop puan n jga pmudi tiang negara neh ialah:
~mkn, mnm free kt umh mok pok ye
~mengumpul tahi mata a.k.a tdo skmo
~mngikuti driving lesson
~jdi org gji kt umh sdri
2 je r kje nye, bg aq tdop wawasan lasong!!! mmg x pas r nk jdi pemudi tiang negara.. ksian ngoh kn.. skang ni pn, ye duk wt kje2 2 r.. result hsl perbincangan jeneral 2 lmbt ag ekpn.. klu d tnye, mst ye x ske kje 2, tp g2 r, kne taat npe yg Umi n Ayah ye mntk tlg wt kn, ank yg baek(haha.. koya seketika).. hdp ye skang neh, fully brubh, tp yg bgs nye, ye start bljr utk mnjadi seorg perempuan yg sbnr.. lth 2 mmg lth, tp at least kdg2 ye puas r ngn npe yg ye wt.. skrg-krg nye sblm ye g meneruskn berbakti kpd negara, baek gop ye berbakti ke mok pok dlu op.. ambik brkt org kte, hehe..the end..
stakat neh, 2 je r cte yg aq dpt dr ye.. ssh sket nk mengorak cte dr ye, sbb ye bnyk sngt tdo.. hehe.. pa 2, nk mtok la jse baek korg, tlg doa ke ye, agr kptsn peperangan ye owh, cemerlang.. klu kt mesir gop, org kte pangkat mumtaz g2, jayyid jidan pn kre alhamdulillah doh gop.. hehe..
ok la, aq tdop cte doh neh, ngatok doh ekpn.. nt ye dpt kptsn perang ye owh, aq oyk r smle kt korg sume.. 2 pn klu korg nk taw r, x se pn x pe.. ad aq ksh?? haha..
footnote>> sory la, entry yg mngarut.. klu nk cte best, sle la layari web iluvislam.com.. promote sket, ahaha
Sunday, December 13, 2009
SPM is OVER
Dengan nama Allah yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Mengasihani
Salam ukhwah fillah wa lillah
Aq dop taw pn nk tls nde sbeno nye.. hehe.. Alhamdulillah, SPM da abes, sume org pn taw kn.. smmg nye xm 2 abes 8/12/2009 agi tp mmndgkn aq mngmbl mse yg agk lme utk updte blog ngn tls post sket, ari ni bru bley post, hak3.. mmg hepi sngt abes SPM, sb nye x pyh doh brsengkang mata mlm2 (wt smntra wktu la..).. tp gok debo bgai nk rak sbb aq ni bkn nye bdop xcellent yg bleh skor A+ ngn sng, hehe.. bak kte umi aq, stiap kli pas xm, x pnh skli pn aq ckp sng n bleh bwat.. pe yg trkeluar d bbr aq>> ssh gle sokln, rse mcm xleh wt je.. x heran la umi aq tmenung je mnjg akhir2 neh( debo gop ye..).. klu nk cte psl SPM, mmg la x kn hbs spa la result kuar.. based on my statement above, u all surely can guess how my xm was.. haha.. overall, not so bad n not so good..
Ok, new paragraph, nk tulih yg aq tension!!! Aq bru nlk dri umh tok aq neh.. td Ki oyk, Dato’ Najib(PM) sedia scholarship only for 30 best students in Malaysia, MB TRG plak nk bgi scholarship only to 20 best students in Terengganu and not to forget Dato’ Idris Jusoh (MARA) nk hntr 50 students ke unversiti2 trkemuka d dunia… haha.. 30+20+50=100.. ki tnye aq, blh x jd slh sorg plajr trbaik neh.. Argh!!!!! Aq x taw!!! For sure, x cnfident lasong.. klmrn Mak Cik Siha (jiran aq) dtg umh aq, sje jln2, n ye tnye la kt umi, aq ni tmbh sbjek nde, umi aq pn jwb la EST.. ngn x semena-mena nye ye trkejut, knp amik EST?? killer subject 2.. hua3.. x psl2 umi aq, ngn aq skli tension thp petala kelapan.. Ya Allah, tabahkanlah hati hamba-Mu ini agar dpt menerima ape je keputusan yg akan keluar(lmbt ag)..
Ok, pea q nk bwat spnjg cti brbln-bln neh.. kt bwh ni ad 1 news that motivated me a lot, given by Mother..
Sunday December 6, 2009
Waiter’s winning ways
By CHEN PELF YEEN
THOUGH armed with only a UPSR (Ujian Penilaian Sekolah Rendah) certificate, Abdullah Omar’s passion for the English language has led him to realise his potential, and a step closer to his dream of becoming a successful businessman.
The 25-year-old from Kampung Telipot, Kelantan may have started out as a waiter in a restaurant in Petaling Jaya three years ago, but is now poised to obtain his diploma in business after becoming the top scorer for the ELS Certified Intensive English Programme.
“I completed Year Six at Sekolah Rendah Islam Aman in Kota Baru and later received informal education at a religious school (sekolah pondok) for eight years.
“Owing to my lack of formal qualification, I ended up working as a waiter in Petaling Jaya.
“It was by chance that one day, a professor (Dr M. Jayakaran) who was a regular customer at the eatery spoke to me about English and began encouraging me to learn the language to better myself,” he said after receiving his certificate from Dr Jayakaran, an associate professor from Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) recently.
After much persuasion, Abdullah applied for the UPM-ELS Scholarship Scheme (now known as the Tun Dr Mahathir UPM-ELS Scholarship awards) in 2007 to pursue an intensive English course at the ELS Language Centre in Petaling Jaya.
Abdullah admitted that in the beginning, he had wanted to give up the course due to his poor command of the language.Peer pressure was also a factor, as most of his friends had already left school.
“I remember skipping classes for a month and went into hiding in my hometown,” he said.
However, he persevered, and after a year of attending the course, he was awarded the highest marks or Band 9 in the ELS exams, which is the equivalent of a TOEFL score of 550.
Encouraged with this success, Abdullah decided to go for his next challenge of getting his SPM (Sijil Pelajaran
He passed all subjects with flying colours.
“I could not believe it that I would one day complete my formal education and get my SPM certificate,” he said.
On what he plans to do next, Abdullah said he would enrol in Kolej Politeknik Mara, Kota Baru to study for a Diploma in Business.
“Now I want to turn my attention towards fulfilling my dream of running my own business one day.”
Meanwhile, more than 600 participants from 20 countries gathered at Equatorial Hotel Malacca for the International Conference On English Language Teaching (ICELT) recently.Organised by UPM in collaboration with ELS Language Centres and Pearson, the two-day conference provided an avenue for teachers to exchange ideas with those associated with teaching English.ICELT chairman Dr Jayakaran said that several comprehensive presentations and workshops were held during the conference to provide teaching methods and materials for teachers to cater to students with different proficiency levels.
Ok, 2 je la.. umi aq ckp, klu nk brjya, kne ad kekuatn rohani.. so, kne dktkn dri kpd Allah la, klu blh kne hafal Quran r kut.. hehe… tbe2 aq trfikir “ok gop neh klu g duk pondok smntra tnggu result”.. haha, hnya fkrn, bkn reality la.. g ambik lesen r pah neh.. whatever la..
Wlau pape pn yg blaku, mst think positive n make my way to excellence.. hehe