jawapan...

assalamualaikum.. :)

life?
life ain't easy!
there is no bed of roses with beautiful scenery and rain of chocolate along the path of our life..
oh, there's no such life as in fantasy life
absent!
*implication of secular-programmed-mind*

plus, when we claim ourselves as da'ie, our life get harder..
said is easier than done!
claim ourselves as da'ie is easier rather than behave as a da'ie.
proof ?
look around us..
queues of mad'u are waiting to be brought nearer to Allah
by us, who claimed ourselves as da'ie!
they are waiting..
are we busy studying?
are we hurting for suddenly having inner conflict?
are we feeling exhausted of 'kerja membina'?
are we etc etc etc.. ( what reasons are left for me to write 'em down right now? the list goes on, and would never stop i guess)
yes, those are common reasons we keep giving..

people!
this is the path of dakwah and tarbiyyah
this is not a fantasy world with fairy flying behind us
this path will bring us to Allah
it's a must for people in this path to close to Allah
because
we are relying on Him
ALWAYS!
so, who we are to give excuses to Allah while He never stop giving us everything throughout seconds of our heart beat??

nonsense!
there is no time to skip from being slave of Allah
I just find this out
I'm one of the 'da'ie' who used to give the old reason before this
and
I'm praying to Allah, guide me to the right path..
because...
I want to be one of Ansarullah
lets go people!
:)

"rehat seorang da'ie adalah bukti kelalaiannya"

thank you Allah for keep giving me tarbiyyah.... <3